By darwin
Date: 2007 Aug 02
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hold on

I can't say enough.  The word need isn't encompassing of it all.  To say you are under my skin is paltry.  But my breath is you.  Every thought of my day finds itself rotating around you.  Nights aren't nights unless you're there to kiss me goodnight. There are millions of songs out there speaking about love and the emotions that go along with it.  But there will never be enough.  The thought of losing you at any point breaks my heart.  I know that I’m screwed in the head, and I probably will be for some time to come.  But it brought me you.  Amazing you. Wonderful you who I never thought I’d meet in this lifetime. That life was so incredibly crazy to bring me to you.  And you worry that I am too overwhelmed with life.  But life wouldn't be worth it if you weren't next to me in it.  That I couldn't plan a future with you.  Hope for anything without you in that hope.  You have given me hope when I thought it was lost.  That my heart could open up, that you could see something in me.  Some small kernel of light. Walking by the lake at night, feeling your arms circling my waist, your hands against my hips.  Your eyes are amazing, and I lose myself every time I look into them.  Don’t let me go. Ever please.  Because if you ever did, I’d never come back from you.  I’d never come back from knowing that I had this for such a short amount of time, and that I pushed you away because of everything else.  Hold on baby, please just hold on.