By redplasticroses
Date: 2007 Aug 09
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[[2007.08.09.07.00.30316]]

Naked

As darkness rolls in, summer smolders
and hangs thick and sticky
over my bed
A chorus of crickets and a ticking clock
attempt to comfort  me
Tonight, I am rediscovering the pattern of stars
The clouds move ever so subtly,
occasionally obscuring our moon
The one we used to share
The darkness hides my transparent tears
This nakedness is not for human hands
I am raw, split open
Soon, the night rain will fall
as gentle as my hands on your skin
Tonight, I will allow myself the luxury
of hurting to the point of grieving
of losing control
of being overly sensitive
and sentimental
I will go through the fire
because I must
because it's the only way out
because I am numb
I may smell charred flesh
but I won't feel the pain
I have some far greater gnawing
deep inside of me
consuming me tonight
as you sleep
under the same moon
miles and
a lifetime
away
    from
       me