By CJ King
Submitted by hairdiva
Date: 2007 Aug 10
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Fifteen and Jaded

She is only fifteen
But still waits like a waif
Wonders what you will be like
How the stars will align
The angels will sing
And all will change
Everything.

Once you see
What a beauty she is
Inside, outside
And underneath
The brightened exterior
She puts on at times
While waiting for you, even 8 years later.

The compliments I get
About her sweetness, her
presence, her kindness
Have nothing to do with me, really, I say
But I will tell you something for sure
None of it has a damn thing to do with you.

You have grown her up before her time
And despite being both mother and father myself
There is still a void I see forming
The absence, the foregone birthdays
The nothing, nothing, nothing
About you, of you, from you.

We all get there, but she
Is getting there before her time
Her belief in men has been vacuumed out
Of her very soul, in spite of me.
She's almost there, because of you.
At fifteen.  Jaded.