By Ali
Date: 2007 Aug 11
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I Could

I fled the scene, these stars,
redefining the cataclysmic difference
between denial and attraction, this swarm
of singing, sweet venom—
a ring that isn’t mine.

I waited with an empty telephone,
pretending I wasn’t, pretending I didn’t—
all the while deciding
if I could believe you
(I already believed in you, so far that,
it is too late).

Soon, your words
will fall, a touch from the tenor of your voice,
the back of your throat rumbling,
a kind of half-growl
that always stops my leaving—

but like Samson, you are unaware,
and these little wounds
add up, making my paper-cut smile—
I could render you useless,
but I hardly care to—
I hardly could.

I’ve bled deeper than this
before, so these paltry rivers
only half matter.  Do you
quite understand the meaning?
This is both an invitation
and a warning—
you must step up
or have a care.