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By Ali Date: 2007 Sep 12 Comment on this Work [[2007.09.12.11.15.32582]] |
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I'm not as naive as my wide-eyed innocence suggests-- in fact, I'm not that innocent at all (trust me, you should be privy to these things I've been thinking-- you'd seriously blush). I'm terrible at waiting. And, maybe, I screwed everything up when I said it's been too long since I've heard from you, and I'm hurt, wondering if you're just doing magic tricks with my mind--but I can't undo what I said. It's your move. I just hope that you do actually get me, and that wasn't just something to say-- otherwise, you might think my words to be some kind of power play, instead of what they actually were-- which was an attempt to explain that I (kind of) need you, that I (really) miss you, and that I was just trying to tell you how I feel/felt. Maybe my impulsive, unfiltered missive will turn your heart the other way, but I don't think so. Because I believe in you, in us, in this, in finding forgiveness and redemption in the most unlikely places, spaces, and smiles. And while I'm not narcissistic enough to think that you love me, it's altogether possible that you might. |