By Ali
Date: 2007 Sep 13
Comment on this Work
[[2007.09.13.08.42.23548]]

Without

This morning, I wrote about love
(just like the morning before that,
and before that, and before--
you know what I mean).  But
everything I said was just bravado,
some pretty foolish hope
that would ring true if--
well, 'if' nothing...
I can't manifest a promise
with words made, unmade,
tangled in hotel sheets
in dreams that wore me out.

This morning, I wrote about love
and patience--the very things
which cause us to risk or wait,
that make us seize and shake,
one small quake to begin,
and then again, and then another.
It was a meditation on distance,
its allure and deception,
the color of yesterday, white space
on white space--
an indrawn breath, a word-touch,
a subtle growl, desire swirling
within this temporary breach,
this politely dimming absence.

This morning, I wrote about love,
and I knew--
it means nothing to me
without you.