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By distant moon Date: 2007 Oct 05 Comment on this Work [[2007.10.05.00.28.13694]] |
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If you'd been wondering how I was doing, or thinking about me instead of him, and all of this was not just a delusion in my self absorbed trends. If all of this were true and not denial but for my lack of confidence and pride; if I just had a single ounce of courage in me, perhaps a stem of change could turn my tide? I feel my sanity has abandoned me... because I truly wasn't being fair to you, dear, that game was just me moving pieces, but you weren't even there. And now I feel appalling... like I've fallen in the stink, unaware, and all these poor souls around me must leave or kindly grin and bear. But still you smile, a warmth in your words is all I see, and that's all I've ever asked and that's all I've received. (And I thank you.) |