By Ali
Date: 2007 Oct 05
Comment on this Work
[[2007.10.05.09.01.27641]]

existential crisis

I'm having a partial
existential crisis--
and I can't decide
if loving you
or not loving you
is better (or best).  
History repeats,
and I remember this part
all too well, but
I can't even say that I'm sorry
that this happened,
or that I'm sorry
I tried, or that I'm sorry
that I believed in
and loved you--
because I wouldn't believe
my own words.