By i'm just him
Date: 2007 Nov 25
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[[2007.11.25.09.42.4940]]

refusing to sleep



i'd o.d. on no dos
and guzzle down gallons of coffee
before i give my eyes
the chance to close up on me
because if i let them close
all i have left is dreams
if i'm this afraid to sleep
then there's lines your not reading between
she'll be there
i know it
to give me a false reality of life
it was hard to get over her once
i couldn't even imagine of trying it twice
so forgive me for refusing to sleep
but you know nothing or everything that i'll go through
if i sleep and dream
and open my eyes
and not wake up next to you

~i'm just him~
writings of her