By Ali
Date: 2008 Jan 07
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[[2008.01.07.09.19.30994]]

bewitched

i miss the way you were,
or weren't.  perhaps,
just the way you seemed to be.
ethereal, ephemeral lies
to shelter the ugly
ghosts, beneath the skin
of your charmed smile--
but to risk,
i was undone, bewitched
by what i thought i loved,
and it was a tragedy
of my own devices, just a stroll
in the dark shades of reason.
it was my will,
and the only way i'd know
what i'd need, when it came
to rest on the pretty way
you could spin a dream--
one part laughter,
the other part lies,
but i swallowed every breath,
until there was no more air,
the room gone cold,
the farce fallen hard,
and the words--
just a reminder of what
i'd done, of what i'd do,
for love.  and of how foolish
the spaces had become.

it's just ironic,
it's just too bad,
it's just...
a shame, really:
to love what isn't there.