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By musicalduck Date: 2008 May 18 Comment on this Work [[2008.05.18.02.35.22248]] |
| The musician I so often talk about is back in my life. And I fear that he wants me for the person I was so long ago. When I began writing it was for him. And now I have changed so much. He loves me for my past. How I used to make him smile. He doesn't know that I drink when I'm lonley or how many cigarettes I manage in a day. He only remembers the young, naive girl he used to know. I don't know how to break it to him. And when I try, he tells me it doesn't matter because he'll always be there. I don't know what to do. I want him for not only who he was, but also what he is going to be. The right person for me. If it wasn't meant to be, we wouldn't keep finding each other. Would we? I'm at a loss for what to do with this hope he has given me. When he discovers my secrets, will he still be there? |