By Crystal
Date: 2008 May 21
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Ripped

I am stressed
I cry
I complain


The beauty inside me has wilted
and the hatred I am beginning to feel torments me.

I want to run
anywhere
with absolutely no direction
but I know this fear of regrets will follow me

The beauty inside me has wilted
and the hatred I am beginning to feel torments me.

I want to yell at you
I want your ears to ring in pain to hear how I scream inside every moment
I think of how you left me there for hours to go through this alone.

The beauty inside me has wilted
and the hatred I am beginning to feel torments me.


I just want this over.
I want to know that it's really all just stress.

The beauty inside me has wilted
and the hatred I am beginning to feel torments me.

Either way,
I will never see you in the light I once did.
Your not dependable and what's worse...
you don't have the guts to speak one word to me about what I am going through.

You're selfish! And I, well,
The beauty inside me has wilted
and the hatred I am beginning to feel torments me.


Trying to understand you, trying to stand up for you, it sickens me.
You speak with twisted words,
You run from responsibility
and yet still, I can't seem to stop caring about you although I reach the edge with you daily.
I can't cross that line.

The beauty inside me has wilted
and the hatred I am beginning to feel torments me.