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By always and forever Submitted by always and forever Date: 2008 Jun 14 Comment on this Work [[2008.06.14.09.27.13030]] |
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Listen…I just wanted you to know that I think of you far more than is necessary, and that I’m deeply concerned with whether or not it’s a healthy thing for me to be doing. In my opinion, you are the most fascinating person I have ever had the opportunity of meeting. Yes, I know that it doesn’t make much sense, but that’s how I feel. And although we haven’t been able to share the lengthy conversations that normally accompany the emotions I feel, and which I prefer over a night on the town any day, for some reason I believe you are the love I have yet to find. And who, as would an unresolved issue, remains forever on my mind. Writing this letter seems to be the only way I can truly express my most coveted desire, which is you. Some would say that I’ve taken the cowards way out by not being able nor bold enough to speak with you in person, and let you know who it is that dreams of you religiously, but I disagree. I do so vigorously, and I do so passionately. Pen and paper to me are very good friends because they allow me to be honest, uninhibited and anonymous. You see I know how you disapprove of me, not seeing me as a probability or an option. So I feel it best that I do remain anonymous, and save my self the lingering discomfort of rejection, while at the same time relieving my self of this immense burden I feel for denying my need to express. You and I don’t see each other very often; only once in a true blue moon. And only as such an event should produce… it is magical. I really should only be speaking for myself, and that would be to say for me it has always been magical. Most likely we will continue to cross paths as we do now, sparingly ‘til destiny reveals our individual destinations. And to say the least, I feel it is a fitting fate; for this is the one and only time I will reach out to you. Any possible situation that may come as a consequence of this letter, I wash my hands of and leave to a power other than my self. But if by chance you feel as though you know who I am, and would like to speak to me about the letter, you will know I am the author because only I will have the password to the forwarding email account. However, I ask that you only do so if and only if you feel as I do, and are sure I have written the letter. Simple curiosity will not justify me reveling my self to you. All being said, I will let you go with this to consider… “Great is the joy of reciprocated love. As well as to love, and know that you’re loved.” Yours always…and forever, John Doe. |