By Harrington
Date: 2008 Jul 08
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[[2008.07.08.10.01.11096]]

To: Barney Ruble (if you still read here)

I don't now how to fit a feeling in a word
  or a phrase
  or a poem

I don't now how to explain this hole in my heart
  
I miss you so much
I e-mailed you to wish you happy birthday
I e-mailed you when I changed my phone number
  just in case you ever decide to talk to me again

I wonder if you are married
Have you graduated school
Do you still write poetry
Do you still visit "Love Blender"
Where are you living  VA or DE
How are your parents, your sister, your brother
Do you still watch hockey
Do you still play the guitar
Do you still have my tassel or that ring you bought
Do you think about me at all

The girls are getting big now
They amaze me every day
They are beautiful, smart and energetic
I wish you could meet them
They are the best part of my life

We have a dog now too

My mom and dad ask about you
I tell them that we don't talk anymore
They just look at me puzzled
But I guess they know that people change
  times change
  everything changes

But I still miss you...I hope you know that