By Ali
Date: 2008 Nov 08
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Hey, Jealousy

Am I turning into Othello?  You know, minus the obviously lacking physical characteristics, but heavy on the green eye’d monster thing.  Is that me?  Because I don’t know; I’ve never been jealous, before.

Yes, you heard that right.  I don’t get jealous.  And I certainly don’t get jealous over someone who doesn’t miss me.  But, there you have: my stupidity in all its shiny finery.  Somewhere, the Universe is laughing.  Or maybe that’s my own karma.  Maybe Carson Daly could clarify.  I don’t know.

So, I’m jealous.  And I realize that it’s because I miss you.  I’m too stubborn to pick up that phone and call you.  Because I don’t want someone who doesn’t want me.  And I don’t know how you feel, really.  Except that you bought me cheesecake, laughed at my jokes, and kissed me.