By it dosent matter
Date: 2008 Nov 18
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soyla

soyla...
heat of the day
slow slip away
relaxin round a smoking pit
shootin the shit
she sat talked but
mostly sat
eyes so far away
till she looked
saw mine
don't know if it was pity she seen
but a whisper on the nighted air
simply said
you want then here
and cables attached themselves
to the pupils of my eyes
electricity flowed
baked me near alive
strange but yet it was
an what i saw
what i felt
such anger rage despair
flowed
tore
i found myself fascinated
found that i cared
in caring
i found ties that bound bind
thin translucent lines attached to hooks
threading through my flesh
holding me in place immobilized
a lesser man these would not have held
more of a man and these i would not need
helpless and caring i was held
so many things from over there would i gladly forget
but as for her
she brought with her
enough daylight
the few times i saw her
how young i felt
so much hardship yet
brief moments of gladness
as when i simply looked up
saw her
she unknowingly
so very much
helped me
as i so heartbreakingly wished
i could have helped
her