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By Lilla Date: 2009 Apr 01 Comment on this Work [[2009.04.01.12.42.28142]] |
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12 years ago God blessed me to nurture another life other than mine. I named her Sophia Clarisse. 12 days ago was Benben’s birthday and so there was that coming out cake and a lovely evening with mah old itsed crew. 12 months ago I made probably one of the most difficult decision in my dear life … to leave, to forget, to forgive. I got 1 out of 3. I was poor at certain things, you know. 12 years from now, my lil girl will be a woman of her own. Groomed to make her own choices, ready to take responsibility for her action and words and hopefully, stay away from the mistakes her mother made. I so love to see her spread those wings... 12 days from now id be so used to not being seen nor heard of. Although read about and concealed. Or may be its too soon L something I have been poorly trying so desperately for the last 3 years. Mathematically that’s about 91 times of 12 days. A pretty bad score,huh. 12 months from now, I am certain that I shall be carrying that unbelievable optimism. Some fresh pages to write. New lines to read. Another crack at life. Id be 40 then. And people say, life begins ... |