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By aparajita Date: 2009 Apr 05 Comment on this Work [[2009.04.05.22.17.12673]] |
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i'm tired, no i am damned exhausted, of eating alone. with my book. alone. in a crowded restaurant. alone. and the people all around me laughing, talking, freaking communicating! i'm tired, no i am damned exhausted, of meeting women that have a billion problems (and most of them mentally psychological problems that require *much* medication) only to see their hugemongous diamonds and devoted husbands. i'm tired, no i am damned exhausted, of snuggling with my pillows each night. positioning them one behind me and one in front of me so that i can feel as if i am either laying in bed spooning or freaking being spooned. i'm tired, no i am damned exhausted, of pretending each day. just remember to place one foot in front of the other... and soon you'll be walking across the floor.... i'm tired, no i am damned exhausted, of all the physical longing, the physical needs to be touched and to touch. to kiss. to love. i'm tired, no i am damned exhausted. just that. damned exhausted. and. i. don't. want. to. do. THIS!! anymore. |