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By Mercy Echenique Date: 2009 Apr 24 Comment on this Work [[2009.04.24.19.30.13015]] |
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I wonder what goes on in the mind of an asshole, Does he have a heart, a soul, Does he know what he says takes a toll? Sometimes the things he says gives me frustration, I can't get to his level, no confrontation, Cuz if I do, I'll end up getting hurt in devastation. The way you act makes me think your a schizophrenic, crazy, But then I think again, cuz you being 2 people? Your too lazy. Can't you see how much I want you, I never want to be apart, They're so many mixed signals, it hurts this asylum that is my heart. But all you think of is sodomy and copulation, How it feels when you go through penetration, How you fall in love not with me but the sensation. You have a sick mind, full of lust and beastiality, I should have known that I'd just be another victim of sexuality. After all the things you've been put through, Is there any good left in you, Makes me think of what I should do. Sometimes I think the old you is dead and gone, I look back at what we were, thinking what went wrong. Are you a good guy pretending to be bad, Or a bad guy pretending to be good, cuz that's sad. I wish I could just cast you out of my heart, get you out of my sight, But you are the only thing that leads me in the dark, you are my light. I know there's a little bit of good left in you, that's why I stick around, But I hope I'm making the right decision, and you don't take my heart and toss it to the ground. My emotions are like the weather, sunny with a chance of rain, Why am I put through so much grief and pain? I am coming to realize that I will never know what your thinking, that is what I've come to find, Guess no one will ever know what goes on in an asshole's mind. |