Emotion Overload

Today as is sit in
a court room awaiting
the out come of visitation
for one son,for his son
i have finally felt his 
heart filled with happiness
that took so long to get
But then the emotions 
are overloaded ,due to 
my other sons wife
comming in sitting along
side the other family,becoming
a tratior to ours.
She can't see how she has torn
all of us apart once  more, but
now her husband; my eldest son
has to make yet another decision
as to which he should not have to
make,so emotions run another
course ,and i feel i have lost one
son in exchange for a grandson.
It's just a Emotion overload.