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By marfell1964 Date: 2010 Mar 30 Comment on this Work [[2010.03.30.16.09.17661]] |
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The pain is out of no where. Crushing.. I can't breathe. Sweating...fear terror. I have never felt this before. The needle is big they tell me need a good vein.. do I have good veins? When the light flashes.. breathe..... hold it... Are you allergic to this dye? We are putting in your veins. I don't know? Shouldn't you? Scanning across me Do they see what is inside? I don't think they do. Don't think they can capture that. Turns out.. after all the pain fear.. there is nothing nothing on the scans.. No EKG No Cat Scan... can register this. It is a broken heart. No pill.. No comfort... I just need you home. Safe... So I am counting the days... Not so much to heal my heart... but just stop the bleeding. |