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By callaphair Date: 2010 Oct 27 Comment on this Work [[2010.10.27.05.25.10791]] |
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we both had a rough time with things. if time or space or both were in our favor, we would have found each other... alas, we clearly were not meant to be. do you know how hard it is to know i waited for him, knowing he would be there, while he married her, not knowing i would appear? the difference of four months would have changed our lives forever. Instead of loving him, I am wanting someone... knowing i cannot impeed upon your marriage, knowing no matter how great we could be together, we cannot be together, ever. so i call to you, Fathwr Time, or Fate, or Death, or Life, or whomever is in control, please let the next man i fall in love with be able to love me as i need. these cruel tricks of time and space hurt. is it my pride? is it my love? please tell me I am destined for a love story that challenges them all... can you please be on my side? for once, send me a love I can have, as opposed to the ones I can only admire from afar. he and i would have been great together. please tell me this is in your plan... as i patiently wait your response, i forever will be, waiting for my love, me |