By marfell1964 Date: 2013 Apr 21 Comment on this Work [[2013.04.21.19.08.17543]] |
Night falls And here they come Every time My god They scoot in Close. Mistakes.. Regrets. They whisper to me Reminding me. I hate them Yet I wait for them With anticipation Breathe them in. Welcome them. Embrace them. Play them Over and over. In my head. Feel it... Till it hurts. I never saw you coming. Never dreamed It would end Like this. Broken Changed... Sometimes I run My hand over The empty side of the Bed.. Remembering you here Feel the emptiness. I would give anything To have you back. But it doesn't matter What I give You're not coming back. You haunt me You are gone... You are complicated. You make my stomach Hurt.. But my God When you Scoot in... Those memories.. That smile Those eyelashes... That heart. It stops me. Right where I am. Beautiful Beautiful Complicated Man.. When night falls And you Scoot In close.. That pain.. How my breath Catches.. How my Stomach Hurts. I hold it Close. Praying for the pain To stop.. And secretly Hoping It never does Because once the Pain is gone.... I'll have Nothing Left At all. So for now.. Scoot in... I'll make room. Plenty of room For the pain. |