By Alexzandria Samonte
Submitted by annski808
Date: 2014 Nov 06
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Had my one last cry


i'm down on my knees
tears on the floor
walking out the door
miseries and pain
flying out in the air
mixing with the dust
along with my burned trust

pouring my liquor
in my cracked glass
jerking the bottle
falling on the floor
shards scattered all over the place
it was one hell of a pace

two months i've felt nothing
no pain, no tears, no longing
but you were constantly encircling my mind
rummaging through my thoughts
it's driving me insane
i must forget you

but i can't cry, tears gone dry
melancholy's been written on the stone
the pain inside of me is burning like hell
it's hot, it's flaming but there's no smoke
i must move on
so I did

the sordid thoughts and lamenting
of our departing
you held the hand of someone else'
while you turn away from me
and let me go instead
i dreaded thee

i finally had my one last cry
felt the freedom and debilitating spree
nothing ever felt so good, when i finally let go
of your memories, leave you behind with it
face the sunshine, after the tumultuous storm
you left me in vain

i could finally smile without a corner of pain
in my eye
my world was suddenly painted with colors
and no longer in black and white
i'm done mourning
i'm done grieving
i'm done with you.

now, i'm holding someone else's hands
towards my own destiny
i guess it's true that us will never end
right before the next life
we will be into.


I've had my one last cry.