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By carl Submitted by chills34 Date: 2015 Oct 06 Comment on this Work [[2015.10.06.20.47.7929]] |
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This is anything but relaxing. I feel trapped and hopeless. Everyone enjoying themselves but me. You can talk with everyone but me. you don't talk to me hardly ever and when you do it normally asking me to do something. I feel as though we have nothing in common at all. I've asked myself this questions why am I still married to you. Everyday I polish myself up to put on a face that's not even real. You leave me today to go talk with someone else, hell you even got in the pool and drink a drink that you did even like. You never do shit like that for me. Maybe I'm just jealous because you give your best to everyone else but me. You even tell ppl that I'm not romantic. You act as though I treat you bad. I've always put you first in my heart and give you the best of me! I honestly think you believe everything is okay. I'm so confused right now that I don't even feel like I know you anymore. I figure I keep my month shut and figure out what needs to happen next. My grandmother one told me, that the only person that can destroy your marriage is you. |