By Farah
Submitted by twisted_lie
Date: 2016 Feb 24
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A letter from me to me

A letter to my future self.

I am not sure how kind I am being to you and if I am being fair at all towards you but it is one of both; you will either love me for taking more chances and giving you more stories to tell generations to come or you will simply cease to exist because of the horrible choices you are making right now.  Either or,  just know that I have done everything in my power to keep you happy. Based on what I see right now, you are still trying to find your way. I highly doubt that you would have sorted your shit out in the near future because your mind is oriented towards disbelief in yourself  and is charged with negativity.  You might be brave and take that step towards freedom but I think deep down inside chains have become your comfort zone.  You are probably back to therapy trying to solve your "easy exist strategy" issue.  I am sorry but I do not see you married with kids because I know for a fact you have had enough.  Another senario would be traditional marriage just to please your parents,  however you are most likely to be a crazy lovable cat lady. You will still be working where you currently are. No progress in any aspect.  
I am sorry the future doesn't sound so bright but it all depends on how willing you are to change it.  Don't be too hard on yourself.  Love,  Someone you used to know.