By Farah
Submitted by twisted_lie
Date: 2016 May 16
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My own Jon Snow

I wish we could go back to the start, to the sweet beginning of when we first met,  to the time when I felt scattered and you would magically put me back together.  To that time when I felt like you needed me just as much as I needed you. When I was 100% that your thoughts,  heart and everything were mine.  I am at a point where I can only sincerely hope that what I feel inside my heart matches   what you feel. I don't really know what is like to be truly loved and in love.  I put up walls and build fences because deep down inside I'd rather feel nothing than feel a lot.  I blacklist people.  In my mind I kill them off.  If they do something after I've explained to them how it affects me,  I give them 3 chances after that they immediately cease to exist.  I declare them dead.  I must admit I tried that with you but you kept coming back to life.. So in a way.. You're my jon snow.