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By Farah Submitted by twisted_lie Date: 2016 May 16 Comment on this Work [[2016.05.16.19.39.24970]] |
| I wish we could go back to the start, to the sweet beginning of when we first met, to the time when I felt scattered and you would magically put me back together. To that time when I felt like you needed me just as much as I needed you. When I was 100% that your thoughts, heart and everything were mine. I am at a point where I can only sincerely hope that what I feel inside my heart matches what you feel. I don't really know what is like to be truly loved and in love. I put up walls and build fences because deep down inside I'd rather feel nothing than feel a lot. I blacklist people. In my mind I kill them off. If they do something after I've explained to them how it affects me, I give them 3 chances after that they immediately cease to exist. I declare them dead. I must admit I tried that with you but you kept coming back to life.. So in a way.. You're my jon snow. |