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By Jane Rain Date: 2017 Jun 19 Comment on this Work [[2017.06.19.16.05.19886]] |
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Hurt has changed me to the point where I'm someone I don't want to be. Distrustful. Resentful. Rebellious. Contentious. I can't say I'm surprised by the cause and effect, but I'm done with it. This isn't me. My "heart of gold" has been tarnished and now I'm left to fix myself by myself. My pain has in turn changed him. He's more cold and indifferent than ever. It's just another cycle on repeat. I dream about us meeting for the first time again. There's no hurt, no anger. We're not two broken people longing to be fixed. We're just two people perfect for each other. But that could never happen. Could it? We were half way there, and I know I'm still right about everything. I just wish he'd figure it out for himself. |