From: Megs<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Hehe...I did that too Dee :)  The Spark thingy I mean.  I got a few replies (nothing to the tune of 40 dear GOD)<BR>
Tell me your secret...*very quietly so now one else can hear please*  hehe.<BR>
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Had a VERY odd evening last night.  Let a therapist analyze THIS!!! My "former best friend" (as high school labels these things) and my ex-boyfriend...who are now dating (that is why she is former) came up here and even though we hadn't spoken since a fateful Steve Miller Band concert in August (picture too much alcohol, hurling insults, and pulling of hair) we all ran into each other down town and ended up going out.  Drank bunches- cause it makes the kind of thing easier. They ended up staying here (at Calvin's) <BR>
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Its just funny when your past slaps you in the face full force.  It was nice to accept it this time and move on...but still very weird.  <BR>
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WOW I do run on...<BR>
Going to catch up on much lost sleep...Megs
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From: [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

By Angel [email-masked]. ...on the roadmap of love. <BR>
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Thank-you.... <BR>
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something that hits home to me....<BR>
:)
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Date: 10 March 2000<P>

hey Megs, I just had to comment on your story about running into your former friend last night.  I have been through the EXACT same experience.  Had a confrontation about 2 years ago, and just this year started talking again.  It's very weird, but i think I know why it happens.  Ive learned that you just realize that things must happen for a reason, and because you were friends with her before, you have history and things in commin, so it's easy to put the past and the betrayal behind you and get along.  I mean I don't know if I will ever fully forgive my former friend for what she did to me, but I'm mature enough to just be friendly and go on with my life.  It almost feels like a weight off your shoulder doesn't it.  Anyway, i understand how you feel.  And I also read a quote somewhere that says~~~~"When another girl steals your guy, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him."<BR>
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From: Ashley      [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Haha, silly me forgot to put my name on the last comment that I wrote to Megs, but just so she knows, it was from me!!            <BR>
                                   *Ashley*<BR>

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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Thanks Ashley-<BR>
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I had a BIG deal with it all awhile back...but you know? Life's too short.  Worry causes wrinkles. And the guy I have now is 10 hundred times better.  THAT is the best revenge *giggles*<BR>
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Just wondering...how old are you?  I am a college freshie and I feel like the youngest old soul here *winks*<BR>
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Good to know I am not the only one on days like this.<BR>
All smiles though...Megs
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From: Madison<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Setting my coffee cup down, getting ready for a night out with the girls... it's time to catch up on the Blender Subs.  The topic is Poetry, the category is Woah Baby:<BR>
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"between the words", "unrelenting", and "stars" By kevin urenda. "through the streets of anywhere" By Charles Bukowski and "I'll Think of You" By Naomi Sheldon. Submitted by Misti. "From His Eyes" & "Darkest Hour" By Megs. "Keeping Today" By Shadygirl.  Mojave, "Going Eighty" "At the Airport At Dusk" (mine was in Seattle)  & "3 Haiku Upon Hearing Some Music" - "Love at First Franchise" by Susha - and so many more I know I missed.  <BR>
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~ later y'all :)
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From: Madison<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

glad I looked again before shutting down tonight, Gala, sure liked your last submission "True Elvn Magick"
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From: deevaa  [[email-masked]]<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Ash -- ohhh thats a great quote... I'd love to know where you found it!<BR>
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dee
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From: Ashley [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Well Megs, you are definitely not alone.  I do know exactly what you mean.  This girl was my best friend in the world, and when trust is broken from your best friend AND your boyfriend, it definitely hurts, but it also makes for good writing!! So I also look at it like that!!  I guess I can say the revenge for me was that i am now friends with all of his old friends since they don't like "HER".!!  It's not as good of revenge as yours, but hopefully i will find someone hat will make me very happy, but I am still young.  I'm younger than you are actually.  I am 17 and still in high school.  Where do you go to college, and what are you studying?<BR>
        By the way, I like all the recent submissions by everyone, but they are making me jealous because im having writers block,oh well, I'm sure I'll get something when I least expect it, the words will justcome to me!!  Haha<BR>
                   *Ashley*<BR>
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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

High school is a crazy place.  I miss some things...I even realized how much I missed my "best friend" when I was out last night...we had one of those drunken sloppy confessions where you sob "I was wronnnnnnnng." and stuff.  *giggles*<BR>
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Ash- you'll find someone.  Don't ask how I know, its just Pisces intuition. heehee.  Seriously you sound very sweet and bad stuff makes us stronger right? And better poets!!!<BR>
I noticed you have AOL...I have an AOL address and instant messanger...I will see you on sometime :)<BR>
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I too am suffering HUGE amounts of writer's block.  A lot has been happening though.  Once I process it...its purge time!!!  *Fair warning*<BR>
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And Kev- I have YET to see you on ICQ :( I am disappointed. 
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From: [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 10 March 2000<P>

Megs, <BR>
    Thanks soo much for giving me hope on finding a nice guy!! And for saying I seem sweet. What a nice compliment!! yea, put me on your buddy list and if you ever see my name come up, (which is often), drop me an IM!!<BR>
    Well everyone, it's Friday and i figure even though I don't feel that great, I am going to go out with my friends and have a good time. What the hell,your only 17 once!! maybe something exciting will happen that will cure this dry spell of no poems!!!!<BR>
              *Ashley*
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