From: Paul B<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Megs - I'm keeping my nose out of your personal life, so no input from me on that.  It got me into trouble the first go 'round.<BR>
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I will say I liked Pandora's Box - - I could tell something was up after reading it...found the answer in the comment section.<BR>
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Oh...how long do you expect to keep this all a secret when you are POSTING IT ON THE NET FOR GOD'S SAKES?  LOL
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From: LADY [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

DREAMING OF YOU ON THE REGULAR<BR>
MAKES MY HEART BEAT HISTERIA<BR>
IN THE AREA WHERE YOU DO BEST<BR>
NEVER REST,MENTALLY CONNECTED<BR>
PLANETS ERECTED. FEELINGS INJECTED<BR>
INNER SOULS EJECTED IN TO SPACE<BR>
WE EMBRACE LIKE GODS BUILDING PRIZMS<BR>
FILL ME UP W/ YOU'R JIZM,SO SUN<BR>
CAN SEE LIFE IN THE WOMB<BR>
LIKE SPRIG IT WILL BLOOM AND CONSUME<BR>
UNDERSTANDING THROUGH EARTH TO BIRTH<BR>
SEPERATED BY DISTANCE<BR>
ATTACHED BY PRESISTANCE<BR>
FOR INSTANCE THE TOUCH IS NOT RESSISTANT<BR>
REACTION PURE SATISFACTION<BR>
MERE GRATIFICATION<BR>
WE PLAYING DOCTER AND THE PATIENT<BR>
RACING HEARTS BEAT,NEVER DELEATE<BR>
WITH YOU IN MY EYES<BR>
WE CAN GO TOGETHER LIKE TIDES<BR>
BENEATH THE MOONS LIGHT OR THE SUNS RAISE<BR>
IGNORABCE HAS NO PLACE IT GETS LOST<BR>
IN THE MAZE OF THE MOST HIGH<BR>
BE TOGETHER 'TILL WE DIE<BR>
                          1/96 L.X. FROM DA B.X
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From: deevaa<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

oh my Lady.... hmmm... what can one say with all that yelling?<BR>
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From: Gala  (trying for calm, and light)<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Back in line grunts!<BR>
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     NEW ZEALAND IS A WONDERFUL PLACE. It gave us Dee, and Xena---but it is not the setting for our new venture...yes, I am a dictator. But someone must give this little train direction---or we'll never get out of the station!<BR>
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     I will try to produce Chapter one post haste---before this mobocracy runs amuck...<BR>
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     Sheesh..............<BR>
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                                        Gala
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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Gala- I am carefulest...don't worry. I don't need any other stress.<BR>
Misti- Two night running affair...I can TELL you about the passion but which is the better match?  <BR>
Dee-  Email= [email-masked].  I will write you one when I get my senses about me.<BR>
Paul-  Thanks for the clue in there sweetie!!! lol...if my original man came to this site it would mean we had a little more in common than we do...he isn't a poetry anything and I am sure he would never browse by here...'sides things found out whatever way is just fate acting...and I AM planning on coming clean on one end or the other.<BR>
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Its that bird in the hand thing...damn security is my downfall.<BR>
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*Breathless and Befuddled*<BR>
Megs
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From: Kiwi<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Dee~ Have I lost my chance at a tacky tourist kiwi?  I would kill for one, what can I do??? :-)<BR>
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Megs~ I have been in your position and I know you didn't ask for my advice, but I think that there must be something wrong with the relationship you have now, if you went elsewhere for passion.  You're too young to be tied down for the sake of security.  I say, live! And do what makes you happy. :-)<BR>
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Angel~ I really liked that kittens poem.  Such talent! :-)
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From: Misti<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Megs~<BR>
  It isn't up to me or astrology to determine who is the "better match" for you. That's something you'll have to figure out. But Scorpio and Cancer BOTH trine Pisces...thus, the proverbial Bizarre Love Triangle! Here are a couple of excerpts from Goodman's *Love Signs*:<BR>
Cancer Man/Pisces Woman..."He makes her laugh, as well as cry...he tells fascinating stories...he's witty, clever and changeable enough to intrigue her and keep her guessing. He's just the right blend of the stable and the unpredictable to make Life interesting, to prevent love from growing stale through fixed habit. Besides all of those attractions, he's a gallant and charming lover. He can read her mind (as she reads his), always seeming to know when she most needs his arms around her...when she most longs to escape with him into their private world of passion and the secrets of the intimacy they share."<BR>
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Scorpio Man/Pisces Woman..."...either or both may be committed to another when they first meet and know- therefore, one or both may lack the courage to confess the sudden recognition of their hearts, seen through the windows of their eyes, because of a sense of duty. Sometimes, a mistaken sense, because the mate to whom the loyalty is given is the loser, after all, since to possess someone whose true heart belongs elsewhere is a lonely kind of possession...Once this man and woman have surmounted such soul testings, life is a symphony of serenity and joy, peace and pleasure."<BR>
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Again, there are many layers to astrology. You can only "dig" to the core if you know the time of birth. That's when the fun really begins.<BR>
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Astrology aside, I believe that relationships go through phases. That's why, in my opinion, divorce has become so prevalent. If two people truly love and need each other, they need to just "weather out the storms" and not be distracted by someone new and exciting. This world is filled with distractions, alas. <BR>
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It all comes down to this...who can you enjoy the simple things with? Who can you watch the sunset with and hold their hand and that be enough? Malls suck. Who can you walk through the mall with and be completely blissed out? Who do you want to be with in an atrocious emergency room lobby when someone you love is dying?<BR>
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It really is that simple. We make things too complicated.
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From: deevaa  ([email-masked])<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Kiwi -- nope, not at all, I thought that the 3 of you had done enough for a toffee pop (hehe, sorry thats and add here, Have YOU done enough for a toffee pop?)<BR>
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yes...email me your snail mail address and I'll get those tacky kiwi's in the mail asap.<BR>
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dee<BR>

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From: Misti<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Chris,<BR>
  Just read your poem. I know, sweetheart. Haven't you received the ICQ messages I sent earlier? And the e-mail? I've been drinkin' chardonnay and watchin' "She's So Lovely" and thinkin' of you. I love you so much!!!<BR>
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooo
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From: Megs <BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Kiwi- I'll take any advice...*grin* but especially from those who have been here.  Its strange to feel this many things at once...I am everywhere from elation to trepidation to guilt to frusturation in two days.  Its like PMS I say.  <BR>
Give me your email address and maybe we can talk some more...Thanks.<BR>
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Misti- I know I am not looking for the answers in astrology...or rather not JUST in astrology but EVERYWHERE!!!  Although I will admit the Scorpio/Pisces excerpt was hitting home...so have the lyrics to the songs on the radio and the poems I read before and read again and sappy ass movies.  <BR>
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Calvin (MY guy) knows now I think...tho I won't say anything...there was evidence...<BR>
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I don't want to take up anymore board space with my silly teenage lust dilemma. (Sorry Kirk!!!) The only conclusion I can have with any certainty is that I must not know what love is...cause you don't DO this to someone you love...you just don't.<BR>
Am I right?  Or can you just drift in and out of love?  Lie tides?  <BR>
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At least I have poems.  About a hundred thoughts a day.<BR>
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Thanks for the advice and cyber-shoulders...<BR>
Megs<BR>

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From: Angel<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Megs, i see you wrote,"lie tides", i read 'love tides'(a marvelous idea and title for a poem!  Any takers? Dee, I know you could come across with a lovely painting depicting a 'love tide'.*SMILE*<BR>
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Kiwi~ thanks so much for your encouraging words about my kitten poem:)
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From: deevaa<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

lie tides? I think long dead psychoanalysts would have a felid-day with that one.... love tides... both I think actually could become paintings... interesting idea<BR>
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Megs... (((hugs))).. we are all here for you whenever you need, via email, this board or open air hugs.<BR>
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dee
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From: Kiwi<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

Megs~ My email is [email-masked]  (I am a HUGE George Clooney fan!  I even have his autograph... and someday I will mother his children :-P ) Email me, I would love to be cyber pen pals. :-P<BR>
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Everyone~ You are all awesome!  I have fallen in love with this website and all of it's talented people! :-) Just thought I'd share.  Everyone have a great day!!!
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From: smoldering<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

To Gala.<BR>
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My advanced sincerest apologies.  Due to some extra commitments at work along with the sudden drying up of the old creative juices I may have to recind on my initial zealous offer of chapters in the novel.  I place this message here in order to allow for public ridicule and chastisement.  (I try to take my lumps like the strapping masculine type you lumped me in with earlier.  Ha.)  So anyway, depending on the timing of the thing, I might have to waffle on ya.  But keep me posted please.  <BR>
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Regretfully,<BR>

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From: deevaa ([email-masked])<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

&lt;gasp&gt; smouldering.... nooooooooooo!!! <BR>
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I think I'm gonna pout for DAYS.<BR>
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&lt;off to perfect her pout&gt;<BR>

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From: deevaa a stompin'<BR>
Date: 21 May 2000<P>

&lt;stomps back in and grabs him by the front of his shirt&gt;<BR>
You didn't even tell me first... I'm meant to be your pimp... I worked hard cutting a good deal on this one... &lt;glares with all the mean-ness she can muster&gt;  There will be trouble ya hear me?.... <BR>
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