From: Ashley<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Megs-<BR>
   I would love to wallow in our depression with you, and I definitely wish I had someone to eat chocolate with, God knows I eat enough of it!!!  Give me your E-mail address or e-mail me at [email-masked]. Thanks!!<BR>
                    *Ashley*
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From: Eric, [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

I just had a neat idea, and I thought I'd share.<BR>
<BR>
Wouldn't it be cool if there was a collaboration section on this site...two artists can hook up through email, write a poem...and then publish the poem in a section devoted to collaborations of love.<BR>
<BR>
just a thought...thanks ;-)<BR>

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From: Alexander Newfield<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Angel, Galadrial and Chris-<BR>
Thanks for your kind comments on my recent submission. I've discovered that writing poems about all this love I carry around is the only thing I can do. I've come to realize that no amount of "goodness" can make another human being love me. She'll either come back to me or she won't. But that doesn't mean I'm going to start being a player out of revenge or frustration or whatever. Gotta be me.<BR>
"Luv Doctor"-<BR>
If you are indeed my ex-girlfriend's new lover, I only wish I could protect her from the likes of you. You seem like a shallow, misogynistic moron. You really give Kid Rock a run for his money.
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From: Galadrial<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

<BR>
<BR>
Riggs dear?<BR>
<BR>
      You are wonderful! A big hug from to you...yes, I know you don't go for that mushy sort of nonsense...but tough....<BR>
<BR>
                                   Love Gala
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From: Riggs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Gala<BR>
<BR>
in your case I'll make an exception.<BR>
&lt;grin&gt;
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From: deevaa<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

hey Gala - unhand my favourite Aussie boy toy!<BR>
&lt;giggling&gt;
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From: Gala<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

<BR>
<BR>
Ahem...Oh Wiggling one....Riggs said I could....so there!<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
                                       Gala<BR>
                          (Giving Riggs an extra hard hug)
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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Ashley-  Hehe...pity party via AOL *grin*  [email-masked]....now if we can just hook up with some cyber chocolate.<BR>
<BR>
Alexander- I meant to comment on your poem yesterday.  *Sigh*  What KILLS me is all the good folk out there (meaning us) who put so much energy and emotion into loving someone who won't love back.  Its the situation I am in myself.  You deserve the best because it seems to me that is what you were giving.  There need to be more of you!!!  <BR>
<BR>
Hmmmm...can you tell I am bitter *giggles* ?<BR>
<BR>
Anyways Happy Father's Day to all the Daddy's in the house...Uncle Kev gets a special greeting and a kiss blown across the continent for being the best cyber-uncle a girl could ask for (damn Hallmark for not making a card that expresses my sentiment)  <BR>
(((MUCHOS hugs)))<BR>
<BR>

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From: Megs (back from New Subs)<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Kev-  MMmmmm..."Almost Again" "settling again to be unsettled..."  Amen.  <BR>
<BR>
And Riggs- WHOA your last one hit me especially hard (are you cryin' here with my Ash...its soooooo our song)  Nice work.  I hear the music in my head.  Thank you.<BR>

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From: Angel<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

*HAPPY  FATHER'S  DAY* To all the wonderfully talented daddies on the Blender.
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From: Ashley Skye<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Riggs-<BR>
   Thank you so much for that last submission, surprise, surprise, it made me cry. Megs, it is DEFINTELY our song!!!  Is it really a real song, and if so, who sings it?? I would love to hear it.  Thanks again.<BR>
<BR>
                      *Ashley Skye*<BR>

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From: ZoE<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Note To All Blenderites-<BR>
 I have noticed that some different poems have been submitted in place of one's I've typed. The reason:If you use a name that has already been used on the blender by you or someone else When you name the file, it will display someone else's poem in place of yours. In my case,I named the file, pink for the poem: A Letter to My Texas Sarah. An old poem was submitted with the same name and it is displaying that poem instead. You should check all your poems and see if that happened to any of you. <BR>
MiChAeL- Check your poems- you accidentally submitted one of mine in a poem I believe was called "Oragami." Check it out...<BR>
<BR>
Sorry if my explanation isn't perfectly clear, but I wanted to keep you all aware. *smiles*<BR>
<BR>
-LoVe and Kisses-<BR>
ZoE
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From: Michael (confused)<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Zoe ~ My poem I called oragami shows up as mine on my machine? I'm confused. Did you clean out your browser cache? Are you using Netscape?<BR>
<BR>

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From: Kirk, Blender-Keeper<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

ZoE, you're probably just seeing the "old" version of pink.html, stuck in your browser's cache- your browser is being lazy/effecient saying "oh, I already know *this* file" and not checking if its been update.  As a test, either go directly to http://loveblender.com/heart/new/pink.html and hit reload and see if it isn't yours, or from NewMatic viewer, instead of just clicking on the link, right click and hit "open in new window", and then hit reload if you need to on the new page.  <BR>
<BR>
(Geek notes ahead) at first i thought you might be on to something, since file permissions are annoying on this new server (on my old server, anything the 'web server' did on my behalf (submissions and comments) were automagically performed as my account-- not so here) and I thought maybe it was trying and failing to overwrite an existing file-- but then I realized it's very good at checking to see if a file exists, and renaming the new file if so (by adding numbers to the end- and for people who are lame and leave out the suggest the filename part, it gets called noname, and then usually some number.)<BR>
<BR>
Anyway, let us know if you can see the current versions.
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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Seeing as everyone else has a home page I decided I needed one too...so I went to Misti's Create Uh Page place and this is what came of the visit:<BR>
http://www.oe-pages.com/HOBBY/Magic3/megangelwvu <BR>
<BR>
Kind of Blah seeing as I don't have a scanner or anything but...its ME.  And lots of good quotes Ash...so check those out.  <BR>
<BR>
Till Later...<BR>

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From: Ashley SKye<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Megs-<BR>
   Well I visited your new page and I LOVE it, but I'm not done going through it yet, I got up until the the part about hating New Jersey and had to write back to you.  We seem to have a lot in common, except the fact that I live in Jersey!! Haha, I guess I can understand why some people hate it.  Well I'm gonna go read the quotes now..by the way, Im actually in a good mood today, I was just working and some guy I know just came in and asked me to go to the movies tonight!! YAY!!...and Megs....hey's a baseball player!! Haha, thought you could appreciate that.<BR>
                 Later everyone, Ashley
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From: Shadygirl  [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

heya heya heya...<BR>
<BR>
I probably shouldn't be writing this little comment now, since it will be a muttered mumble of jibberish, I am so tired, but, I do have a bit of time to waste. I miss this place...:) I miss you guys!<BR>
<BR>
MIsti - girl, you owe me a letter! Who's Chris and what you have told him about 'me'??? Girl, oh girl, do I have stories for you...<BR>
<BR>
Kevin - my buddha man, thanks for the e, I forgot to say that when I wrote back...it triggered me to get my butt into the Board...:-)<BR>
<BR>
Megs - sweets, thanks for your comment...:)<BR>
<BR>
Dee, gup, Isolde, GALA!!!, and everyone I'm forgetting, hope everything is well in your corner of the world. Lord knows my little marble existence is so topsy turvy, I don't know if I'll be dancing on the ceiling (sorry to quote Lionel Richie) or thumping down hard on my backside on the floor, but don't get me wrong, I'm loving it all. :-) I'm young again and nothing can make the colors your eyes create brighter than youth!<BR>
<BR>
*yawn* it's nightie night time. I'm planning on curling up, with my baby (who no doubt will sit on the couch instead :-P hehe...) and watching a flick. <BR>
<BR>
Talk to you all soon. 
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From: deevaa<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Shady -- My emails on its way -- I sure hope you have stories for me too! I can't wait to hear!!!<BR>
BULK email is the way to go, I don't mind sharing as long as I get the gossip!!<BR>
&lt;smiles&gt; missed you!<BR>
<BR>
dee
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From: Riggs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

a real song?<BR>
<BR>
I didn't pinch it from someone if thats what you mean.
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From: deevaa (again)<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Pssttttt..... Ashely, Megs -- Gala is from New Jersey and I'm gonna tell!<BR>
<BR>
(dashing off yelling) Gala!!! Galllllllla!!! 
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From: deevaa (and one more time)<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

I said this in an email to Shady -- but it seems so odd that she's heading to bed and its only lunchtime here in NZ (although it is Monday) .... I'm at work and I've not had breakfast so I can't WAIT for 12.30 (10mins to go)... I'm STARVING.... 
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From: Misti<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Shadygirl~<BR>
   Your life sounds bliSSfully domestic! I'm going to send you an e-mail now and fill ya in!<BR>
Megs~<BR>
   Love the page! Where did you find all those great quotes? 8 BALL WIZARD has the same song at his page! I swear...there should be a 12 step program for people who can't stop making Create Uh Pages. I have ten now!
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From: Michael (paperclipped)<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Megs ~ I like your page. You like Kurt Vonnegut. Do you like my story, "Hell to live without?" Nobody on the board has commented on it. It's only 3 pages...
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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Woohoo Misti- I Luuuuuuuv Create Uh Page.  I think I might be an addict *grin*  We need a Create Uh Page Anon.  We could create a page for the meetings...oh dear!!!<BR>
<BR>
Gala and Ashley-  *hangs head in shame*  I don't hate ALLLLLL things New Jersey.  But being from WVU I have met some super shady N.J. people and the guy who fired me and makes my life miserable at work is from N.J. so...I have a wee prejudice.  I LOVE you guys though.  You aren't really from N.J. you are from the Love Blender.<BR>
<BR>
*Sticks out tongue at Dee* TATTLETALE!!!<BR>
<BR>
Micheal- I am not sure if I read your "Hell to Get Along With"  I have been VERY hit and run on the Blender lately.  But thanks for checking out my page.<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
<BR>

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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

UGH Micheal I meant "Hell To Live Without"...you know what I meant though *rolls eyes* I NEED a break here!!!<BR>
<BR>
Ash-  A baseball player eh?  hehe...I am always falling for baseball players.  Is he a hottie?  Are you going to go out with him?  Send me an e chica...and I am going to see Buffett on Saturday in Pittsburgh!!! Woohoo!!!<BR>
<BR>

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From: Eric, [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Misti,<BR>
<BR>
Reconstruction is amazing...I don't even get it but i love it all the same...and the end "pretend like you don't know how flimsy the set is" is like, my new alltime favorite line from this site...<BR>
<BR>
you've got some explosive hardcore talent, please write more of that style in the future...it speaks volumes to me, i think i understand ramble more than structure<BR>
<BR>
later :-)
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From: Eric, [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Riggs,<BR>
<BR>
Know How You Feel...did that have Pink Floyd inklings?...just wondered if you were listening to that at the time or had Pink on the mind when you wrote it...just wondering...it's good...i like it, but i noticed or...in my head, i heard pink singing that
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From: Angel<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Here is Brandis' first poetry page...FILD OF FLOWES<BR>
http://www.angelfire.com/ga2/brandispetpage/fildofflowes.html<BR>

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From: Misti<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Eric~<BR>
  Thanks so much! I know what you mean about not getting it but liking it, anyway. I love Jim Morrison's poetry and "The Soft Parade" but I don't claim to understand any of it! Nonlinear art is funny that way.<BR>
   Basically, *Reconstruction* is about the depression that I have been struggling with for quite some time now. I'm doing what I can to make things better but it has always bothered me how people pretend so much. There is a certain dignity to melancholy. Ebullience is fine, but it's a damn hard state to maintain when you're tap dancin' on rock bottom.
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From: Galadrial<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

<BR>
<BR>
Megs dear...<BR>
<BR>
          First you hate me name...nothing personal.<BR>
          Then you hate my state..no offense----<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
          But what next? My face? My Kid?<BR>
<BR>
<BR>
          Sheesh............
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From: Ashley<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

egs-<BR>
    I wrote you before I read your comment...about the guy, he's pretty cute, different group of friends, but maybe that's what I need. I don't know, he makes me laugh..a lot!!!  Ill keep you updated, no poetry is coming out of it yet!! haha, and by the way, major envy regarding a certain concert Ive always wanted to see....but have you ever been to Margaritaville?? my fave place on earth!!!  Im going to see Dave Matthews band on July 11th, and that definitely makes up for it.  Im going to bed now, a little exhausted and I have finals tomorrow!!<BR>
          goodnite everyone *Ashley*<BR>
 
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From: Megs *waving white flag*<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

My absolute favoritest Fairy Godmother-<BR>
You...even with the name Lisa and the state of Jersey...are exceptional in all ways.  Cause its sprinkled with fairy dust and hilarious phone calls and poetry and peeps.  You don't count as hated for anything in my book.  You certainly are anything but typical of other Lisa's/Jersey folk.<BR>
<BR>
Chris agreed with me on Jersey...jump in here anytime buddy...lol...HELP!!!<BR>
<BR>

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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Ash-<BR>
<BR>
LOL I already sent you a letter but...ohhhhhh you have to see a Buffett concert.  Its the most fun in the world.  <BR>
Its hard to find the perfect man when you weigh them against the likes of Derek Jeter eh?  *grins*
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From: deevaa<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Megs -- although I narked on ya... I gotta say when I was in NYC I'd been talking to a NJ Cop online for about 9mths, while we where talking online he was going to take me out to dinner, take me dancing, buy me flowers the full first date deal.... when I got to NYC he'd not drive through what ever the tunnel is called that seperates the two.... he phoned me several times, which was nice... but come on, I'd flown from NZ and gone via Amtrack from Pittsburgh to NYC and he couldn't drive 30mins.... HOW freaken rude!!<BR>
(although saying that Mr guppy was too scared to stop by my motel room also -- although he was some distance to drive, a few hours or something.)<BR>
<BR>
dee<BR>

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From: Megs<BR>
Date: 18 June 2000<P>

Dee-  Well maybe its just Jersey GUYS...there ya go.<BR>
*grin*  I am not too mad.  I sent you an email...
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