From: jackryhme [email-masked]<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

I am amazed to find how close of a family it all seems here,  very nice atmosphere for expression<BR>
I only hope my writings will fit into all this.  My thanks go to all who have taken the time to read, <BR>
and to those who follow  thank you.<BR>
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Laurel Ahlfield :  i hope my imaging continues to your satisfaction<BR>
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Deevaa : my thanks and sleep was a favorite of mine as well<BR>
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From: Dawn<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

Hello all!  Been out of town on business and decided to take the day off.  Spent most of the morning catching up on the New Subs.<BR>
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Zero # 1 'Eyes don't lie' <BR>
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Toklas 'The Kiss'<BR>
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Deeva 'reading the face'<BR>
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Chris W. 'Edible Underwear'<BR>
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kiwi 'Junior Mints'<BR>
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laurel 'Tummy Trust' <BR>
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Guppy 'rather liquid'<BR>
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I enjoyed reading them all, but the ones mentioned above hit me in more ways than one.  Thank you.<BR>
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It's raining and el shitty here in Western New York, so a good day to attempt writing.<BR>
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Take Care~<BR>
Dawn
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From: Zero #1<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

I was reading through all everyones new subs, and I enjoyed them all to the greatest degree,,there's just one that stayed on my mind though,,something that apparently someone else has thought too. lol it made me laugh.<BR>
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Laurel~~~ Killer,,,wow, I loved that one soooooo much. Maybe<BR>
just because it made me smile. The eyeing of your dreams, the sight of yourself (at 22) and all that jazz. I just loved every bit of it. I think maybe because i saw a self-esteem boost in someone who usually stays hidden in the doldrums somewhere. Keep it up..cuz I loved Killer in every sense  of the word.<BR>
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Sincerely,<BR>
Zero 
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From: [email-masked]  After you<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

How can you say you understand?Did you have the love of your life rip your heart out and have it for dinner and your soul for dessert? No, because i'd never had done that, not to you.So what gives you the right to judge me?<BR>
Do you feel the pain and fear these big brown eyes hide from the world? You should, You are the cause behind it.<BR>
Where you there when the innocence was ripped out of my heart and all that was handed back was shattered memories and broken dreams.Yes, you were there.  You were the one that so coldly tore them from me. Did you hear me cry out in pain and anguish when the blows came down on my body, when my ribs cracked and my head throbbed with pain and confusion? Did you see my limp body lying lifeless on the stone cold floor? Were you thereto see the shame in my face when the camera flash blinded me. Did you feel the loss of words when they asked why you stayed?<BR>
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Picking up the pieces of a lifetime of broken promises shattered pieces of a once so loving heart. the heart I mended throughmany countless, sleepless nights and dark days of depression.  Welcome to  my own personel hell. I reached out with no one to hold on to, pulled my self from the depths of that hell. I saw that glimmer of light and followed it, here I am. Stonger independent, happy and no longer alone. I can love again.Jealous? Bet you are. Truth be you never felt that love for me...Maybe you never even felt me. <BR>
Your persistance to stay in touch with me is impressive. Just when I think I have a handle on things...You. YOu enter my world again.  breaking down my walls, replacing that anger with the purest fear known to the human heart. I hope you're proud of yourself and the chaos you can so easily createin my life with just the mention of your name.The saddest part is the fear you leave behind in your trail of destruction. I'll never be the same, I'll always be looking over my shoulder, watching for your shadow to appear.  <BR>
    Maybe one day I'll forgive you, Maybe one day I'll be able to look you in the eye again, but I'll never again give to you what you had before....<BR>
  But I will say thank you...Thank you for setting me free of yourself. I'm happy. i feel safe and i've even opened my self up to a new relationship.With out this man I'd probably blown my head off long ago..But I'd never give you that satisfaction. I've already given you more that you deserve. I've said my piece, I've freed my heart and soul...all that is left is...Good-bye<BR>

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Date: 11 August 2000<P>

ooooookay...???
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From: Zero #1<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

Betty~~~ Wow, what was that all about. Maybe I'm wrong in asking. I hope you're alright.<BR>
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Sincerely,<BR>
Zero
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From: betty<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

I'm okay. Just needed to vent. Sometimes it's hard being a schizophrenic in love. That's all. Thank you.
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From: Tooter's wife<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

Hello! My name is Bebe! I am the wife in the pome by Tooter Collins! He my husband! I am so proud of my husband! Please don't flurt with him. Thanks! Farewell for now!
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From: betty88133<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

Like it said zero I lived but thank you...betty
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From: sugar<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

You ask what I think of you<BR>
And I think...everything.<BR>
I think of the way your sweet smile can make me blush<BR>
Think of a body divine,<BR>
of golden brown skin..<BR>
Draped around me, strong and gentle<BR>
I think of the way you use your hands to feel my body.<BR>
i think you have a heart of gold with patience,love and wisdom.<BR>
I think of yes a  king with noble mind, fierce and sharp.<BR>
A soul of strength and courage of a tiger.<BR>
Spirit so alive I feel the passion in your desired kisses...<BR>
Kisses that come with much meaning and pleasure<BR>
to my heart.<BR>
I think of loving you and being loved unconditionally<BR>
I have to say I've even thought of a future with you.<BR>
So here are just a few of the things I think when i think about you. Cause it's all the little things about you that make me think the world of you.
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From: Michael (YEAH!)<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

Terry ~ "Why do you love me". Awesome. Why do I love terry's stuff? Just because..because it ROCKS. 
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From: Galadrial<BR>
Date: 11 August 2000<P>

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Terry------<BR>
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           Wow.<BR>
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                              Gala<BR>
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