Our bodies entwined
As your lips covered mine
For the words that you said
I believed
No feelings were shared
Obviously, you just didn't care
I hurt inside
yet I don't know why
But sadly,
You intensionally deceived me
Mr Smouldering... well hey you..... how has my favourite hot guy been? I noticed you lurking on the board about a week back and had a note to myself to comment... but I had a forget!!
I'm heading to Japan and the USA for my yearly holiday in a week.... Japan --> NJ (and Gala) --> upstate NY --> Ohio (and SNOW for Christmas!!!) --> Japan (to celebrate New Years with my son) and then back here.
I'm mail-able.... though, so do it.... tell me all about your new lady love and make me jealous! (green is a good shade for me!)
take care you....
dee
To Jill
Thank you for the kind words. That piece relates to three men in my life that I have developed such deep feelings for, but was afraid to let them know just how I felt. The first one, I didn't tell. Probably one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I found out years later, after he had married someone else, he had the same feelings for me, but was also afraid to let me know how he felt. So yes, by all means, do let him know, don't let him slip through your fingers. Should he not feel the same way, I assure you the hurt and sadness will eventually go away and you will move on to someone new. But the emptyness and regret of not telling someone will haunt you forever. Don't ever be afraid to say those most presious three words, "I Love You".
Good luck to you, I hope everythig works out the way you want it to.
Stands with A Smile- "Seated Seduction" I can see why you are smiling :o)
-Jenna-
My, my, my. It's been quite a while hasen't it. There's been a lot going on lately. A break from chemistry, history, and the end of football season has allowed me to make a visit. I'm sorry but I'm afraid that I still can't stay since classes and a job will be resumed on Monday but I wanted to stop by and say hi and wondered even if I can't be around to much if I could still drop off a poem and some comments every once and a while.... You might ask; Don't you have any free time? Well great news! How's this for a love story.... Four years ago I fell in love with this bueatiful woman, she's the world to me, only God is put above her.... but I never could tell her about my love since shyness overtook me and she moved away.... I thought I'd lost her forever. For three years I was away from her and my heart ached from lonliness but this past summer my heart was filled with joy since she moved back to this little town and we restarted our friendship. The other day I found the courage to tell her.... By telling her I found out that she also loved me and now we're engaged! She put some poems on the site a couple of months ago after I told her about it(before we were together and the poems were about me, I didn't even know it). Her name was PrincessLeia I do believe. Anyway I try to spend all my free time with her. Were waiting till we both finish out school to get married but it looks like the date will be August 10th, nine days after my birthday. Well, I hope everybody had a wonderful thanksgiving. Ya'll have a wonderful day.
Happiness happiness it something i once knew, i had
but one shot, and that one shot was you; the
definition of the word i miss soooo much, the sound
of your voice, your warm gentle touch; the glow of
your smile written across your face, the smell of your
skin, your loving embrace; how could i have been
soo blind to know, that w/your leave, happiness
would go; slepless nights and lonley days, are what
took your place when you went away; all the
emptiness i feel inside, is all my fualt i can not deny;
the only thing i wish for is just out of my grasp, in you
i found happiness, but it did not last
Darn it tonight I can't spell METEOR LOL. My Ddddddd is stuck on my computer too...LOL Good night huh?
bk
TO: Jenna
LOL..thanks. With luck she will actually be here before Christmas. We are working very hard to make that happen. She's my inspiration in everything you see..and when it comes to any passion I might express, you can be sure she is the source of it. Smiling..Oh yes. You can give the
Princess of the 7 lakes credit for that!
i don't Know if my pain will ever end or if i will find someone to help me end the pain. But if i do i hope it's you
you have meant More to me than any one for so long. Not many times could someone cry on a shoulder that loves them and not Know it. I hope you and I can both be happy someday.
Maybe together.