From: B.K.<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

It's  Good Friday and Friday the 13th at the same time..lol<BR>
Happy Easter Everyone! <BR>
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bk
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From: Harem<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

To the false Harem<BR>
and to God ~ <BR>
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Evidently my writing here on the Love Blender is not setting well with either of you.  And that bothers me, because I hate the thought of hurting or upsetting anyone.<BR>
I have that effect on some people. Even some of my family and some of the people I work with find me distasteful. It's mostly because, I am too bubbly.... too happy... too ecstatic, almost all the time... Never have bad moods, and that gets on peoples nerves sometimes. My writing is not meant to hurt anyone... or aggravate or upset... If It has affected you that way.... I am truly sorry... Please accept this as an apology.... However, I can't help being me., and my writing is what I feel. I write from my heart, I pour out my heart.  And yes, I run the whole gammit, from Miss Goody Two Shoes to the Tiger Temptress. , simply because, I am all that.  Being anonymous and writing under a fictitious name, gives me the opportunity to let it all hang out. To say and tell things, that I normally would never say or tell.... to no one., not even a friend.  So I use the love blender is a therapeutic thing. And it works so well for me. Very very helpful to rid me of things that have been festering inside my mind for many years. It also gives me a place to let loose on so many of my wild ways, which I have repressed for years. Its wonderful.. My only regret is that I might be hurting or upsetting someone on the way. I have learned a long time ago, that you can please some of the people some of the time, but you can't please all of the people all of the time. It just won't happen... Ever.... I do know a few people personally, who read and write on the Loveblender., basically, because one person turned me onto it... and since then, I have told about five of my friends about it... and they are reading it now on a regular basis.  I am not sure if they are writing onto it also... Those five people know my Harem- id, so there is a possibility it is one of them that I am offending... One in particular, called me on the phone a few nights ago, and was very angry with me, and was yelling at me, and pretty pissed off.  He even told me that he was the one who wrote under my Harem id... trying to make me look conceited and smart ass... I guess he succeeded. Now last night, he called me again... and said it wasn't him.<BR>
Whatever. So, I know that negativity comes in many forms.<BR>
The bottom line is... Karis, God, or False Harem, whoever you are... wether you are many people, or one., I do apologize for having ruffled your feathers, or making you feel angry or ill.... Truly that was not my intentions..<BR>
And I will continue to write, as I am totally obsessed with it.... Often waking up in the middle of the night, and running downstairs, and frantically keying my thoughts, as if my life depended upon it... And right now, it just might, as writing here, is keeping me sane for now... Giggle... sorry..... getting in a silly mood again... Woe is me... Guess there is little hope for Harem to ever be normal.... Oh well....  Oh by the way.... I just thought of an excellent idea for my next submission , just by writing this comment.  It's going to be about how you can't please everyone, no matter what you do.  The title is going to be "DONKEY".... please look for it.  Thanks....<BR>
*Sigh<BR>
      ~ Harem ~<BR>
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From: Ali<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

AsIfNamesMattered~ 'Unsent Love Letter' was very beautiful...it was sweet and heartfelt, very well written...it made me think of my life, reminded me of this past September...*sigh*...anyway, I really liked it...and I think that you should send it to whoever you wrote it to...Just my thought, anyway...great letter!<BR>
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Love and Dreams, Ali
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From: God<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

I've never like you I just went with you, just to be with someone
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From: God (the real one)<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

Cool it. Don't MAKE me come down there.
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From: God<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

I would like to see you try to come down here.
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From: Ali<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

Hey, "God"?  Stop being an angerball!<BR>
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                            -Ali
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From: Chris Lake<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

Misti informed me, "that's not Pinky--it's Janet Jackson!"
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From: Harem<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

To Ali ~<BR>
Thank you for your comment on my newest poems. You are very supportive not only to me, but to everyone here in Blender World.... *Smile...<BR>
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&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;
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From: Harem<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

Ok... back to God ~<BR>
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I love solving mysteries, and so you got my attention with your comment about my other son ????<BR>
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So I have deduced the following :<BR>
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1.You are obviously not the real God, because if you were, you wouldn't be asking me any questions... Since you would already know everything.....<BR>
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2. At first, I could not figure out if your comment was positive and friendly, or negative and unfriendly.  My girlfriend at work said that if it was a good comment, or a positive one, then you would have submitted your real identity... and since you chose the God thing.... then it must have been a negative comment.<BR>
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Thats probably all I will ever be able to figure out on this one....  But thanks for the attention, and for spicing the day up.... It's fun..... and I got a big kick out of it.<BR>
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~ Harem ~<BR>

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From: Harem<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

To Angela ~<BR>
"PSYCHO" was great... When you are so torn between wanting someone and knowing they are no good for you... it sure can drive you NUTS.... You handled this piece so well... almost in a humorous way.  Thanks for sharing....<BR>
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To Ali ~<BR>
"BEAUTIFUL".... I liked it... sounds like you are really crazy about this guy... and he certainly is a LUCKY man..<BR>
Good job...<BR>
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To Debra ~<BR>
"Emotionally Attached"... Wonderful.... I rode the roller coaster of your thoughts.... one thing leading upward and away and then back down again to the beginning.  BRAVO.. well written...<BR>
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~ Harem ~<BR>
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From: laurel<BR>
Date: 13 April 2001<P>

~*Harem*~ "M" was cracking me up today! Go you!!
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