From: rhys@twics.com
In The Morning Before We Leave The Hotel
the hand is a brush,
the hair flows through sluice gate fingers
oily hair from not being home in days
this bed these sheets these walls breathe strangers
Yet, I am awake and curiously saved
having been wrapped beyond recall
by some ancient desperate to preserve
having been uncovered by you
unwrapped by your instruments
such as they are, I am comforted
by the smell of your thick blood,
by the curls in your voice
and the sight of you
as by no one else
*****
the hand is this curious nervous instrument
weaving patterns in sleep,
a madman hanging from a ledge
I sense your weight in bed reach out
for the press of your lips against my palm
like a drug to dissolve illness
or fight back seizures,
a blanket of you covers my consciousness
in the distance the solid black engine awakens
to take me safely to tomorrow,
as far away as tomorrow.
*****
the hand is a vessel
into which you flow yourself
focusing a senseful joy in these palms
while in the room that meets the world
as I confront this countenance
the shape of my disappointment gathers
I hurt myself for years before
without purpose
and now to be known and captured
matters more to me
than all the rusty spikes and tortures of my psyche
-rhys
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