By Rachel (Senses) stepra@odyssee.net
Date: 13 April 1997

Void

go..go..fly away my love bird

but would you untie that rope that still holds me to you?

it keeps trailing me behind you

and the further you pull away, the more it hurts..



set me free..

I need to fly..again..away

to be free,..to run...away..far

where no places exist..

no words are said that remind me of you..

the whole alphabet reminds me of you..

I wanna be illiterate..

no words to speak..

no places to see..

no people to hear..

just void...

where I don't exist.



but you are me..

how can I run from myself

no places are far enough.



how can I get rid of you,

when you became me?



should I kill myself?

but I'll be killing you too..



am I insane?

I should be.

for loving you beyond insanity.



how can I love who condempt my heart 

to a slow painfull death

while watching and smiling?



but am I sad for it?

No.

what is more insane is that I am happy

that my heart's death can bring up a smile upon your face..

therefor, I'd be glad to die..and die..and die

and I'd say to myself

she's smiling..I made her smile.