By Jherna Shahani     RealLove18@AOL.com
Date: 20 May 1997

Curtain's Clsoe

I can always look back
Into my window of memories
remembrances of you it did not lack
It will never end was what I believed

my perfect world once so full 
of reds, yellows, whites, and pinks
now it's only dreary and dull
how could you be gone in just a blink

I just used to live for the way
your silky hair would fall on your forhead
Your smile was like a bright sun ray 
I just can't believe you're dead

your eyes would glint with anger
when I playfully teased you
your eyes would scream danger 
if guys tried to take me away from you

your eyes could become rich fiery pools 
of deep mirrored passion
we walked around like smitten fools 
of course we never listened to ration

we had so many good times 
they always out-weighed the bad 
your sudden death was a crime
it left me feeling so sad

my chest actually feels hollow
my face has lost it's magic
now there is so much sorrow 
the loss of you was so tragic

When I'm all alone at night
I sit back and close my eyes
you were such a beautiful sight 
I can actually hear angel's sigh

you were my window
through you I saw the warm sun
I saw the sad willow 
we were two in one

the sweet birds would merrily sing
the fragrant flowers would bloom
I was your queen you were my king
you were supposed to be my groom

but alas even in nature a storm comes
the animals hide the wind blows
thunder strikes the rain becomes a drum
and the winds blow my curtains close

you filled my heart with love
you filled my eyes with hope
you filled my soul with true happiness
you filled my dreams with beautiful promise

even though you're gone in being
I could never forget you
to my memories I go seeing 
in heart I haven't lost you