By april
Date: 25 May 1997

i know

i know a secret that you hide
you don't know that i know that when i'm not around
you have ayvi by your side
i hate you so much
but you don't know, that it makes me sick what you do
to know that it's me and the b@$#* that you touch
but you know what?
i'll play along with you
even though my heart has a cut
i'll pretend that nothing's wrong
i'll pretend that i still care
i'll even pretend this love will last long
but you know? i know that secret that you hide
i know the love you still hold for ayvi
and all that that you keep inside
each word that comes out is just a lie
isn't it weird though? i finally realized you're a dog
not a tear falls down - for you i won't cry
i'll just use you, your car, and your money
i promise you will never know
cuz you're too busy bucking ayvi
you're not worth it, i now know
go back to the b@$#*,
go back to the ho
secretly i'll be using your ass
stay with your slut, okay?
and don't ask me back, i know i just can't last
i wonder why so many lies it is that you tell
and i really thought you cared
i always thought it was going to be "bot and prel"


dedicated to:  louie
from:  april

i've known since march 2nd!!