By Lydia Wilson turtletif33@hotmail.com
Date: 4 July 2000
The Actor
you know, i think it's pretty funny, the way things have turned for the worst in the most drastic of ways. you always ask me now, why do you keep laughing??? well honey, i like to make light of things. when im in a horrible situation, i pretend it's funny and sooner ar later im convinced. now really, what do you want me to do? sit back and feel sorry for myself? yeah, you got it, ill sit and pretend that you've done that before, being that you havent. see you always had things figured out, they way people were thinking and why they were with so in so. and imagine that, im the one in psychology. your just an actor who puts on a show everyday. pretending to be affectionate so another ordeal wont begin, i think that was it. you were afraid of fixing things. you were to content with the crap that was. well suga, im happy that we've become friends. now i dont have to watch the performances and be amazed at your talent. youre an actor, you should be good at that stuff.
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