By KtG
Date: 3 July 2000

Desired Again

It's been a long time now, since I felt the urge to get dressed up. To bother to shave my legs and wear a skirt. It's been a long time since I wanted to go to a straight club. A long time since I wanted to be sexual and viewed as sexual. But now I've had enough of the hiding, the constant dodging looks and comments and pretending not to notice men. I thought I'd never get over you, I'm not over you. But tonight I feel like dancing with a man again, a straight man. Tonight for the first time in a long time, I want to feel someone else's lips on my neck, to be held close, to feel desired again.

© KtG 2000

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