By Jessie- Golden01@star.net
Date: 25 July 2000
Loved
To be torn yet again,
I have so many conflicting feelings,
They are at war.
I feel the need to be w/him,
The guy whom,
Makes me feel as if,
-I am happy, utterly happy-
At peace.
But then I have the corresponding feeling that,
I am going to be losing a friend.
Then,
I have the feeling that is,
Begging me,
To break it off now,
Before I care again.
Before it get to be like everyother,
Relation before.
Why,
Can it not,
Be simple?
I just want to enjoy,
What it is that I have,
For now,
And watch it grow.
I just want it to be good,
To work.
For once.
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