By Jessie - golden01@star.net
Date: 30 July 2000
Him'n'myself
Him'n'I
I feel for him
In a way that is alien
To myself
I feel
a desire
-a need-
-a yearning-
To be near him
To touch him
To be his
But
I know
That I will not give
What it is that would make him stay
I will not sacrifice
What I know I can never get back.
My chasitity can make him stay
Or leave
But I would prefer
To be who I am
Before being
What he wants me to be
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