By maria evileye@ite.net
Date: 27 July 2000
early
Nothing ever goes right for me...
i'm hanging on the tip of my last tear,
to release my watery grip into a puddle
of heart torture.
you beat my soul swolen, unaware.
i'm burning inside
with anger, frustration, and pain.
how eagerly i sit at your feet.
i dont understand what i do wrong.
i dont understand...
i feel week and useless.
how i want to rip my hair out
and cut my fingers.
My greif is stong.
i'm mortally powerless.
all i ever wanted was love..
just to feel it again!
the pleasure and absolute happiness..
of knowing that you actually took it seriously.
which you dont.
damnitt...
i'm assuming again.
i love you so much.
i feel like crying everytime i'm in your arms.
cause i'm afraid.
afraid to lose you.
no song, no poem, no rhythm,
to explain this feeling
of heart break before it happens.
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