By DarkFury
Date: 15 August 2000
Bitter Chocolate
Do I shame you?
Your brown eyed girl
Don't small black curls
FIT
in your tinsel world?
Do I blame you?
Blonde and blue
a paler hue?
Does jungle fever
FIT
in your pale ale fairy tale?
Did you really love me?
Or did I shame you into taking me?
As I complained about our one way street?
Bitterly?
As I took your pain...
Walked in your rain...
Went insane...
You waited for my thunderstorm
Reveled in my fury
Happy to harbor our love
The eye of my hurricane
I caved in to the offer I couldn't refuse
Either way I chose to choose
I lose
You got on top of me
Offered what I'd been waiting for
I said no and then changed my mind
In the dark I thought we'd find
oneness
we never touched again
except for a goodbye
where you threw me in your trash bin
Was what we did a venial sin?
You came back
digging through the trash
you wanted to recycle our
"friendship"
second best for the second time
telling me all about your new lover
saying you still want to be my "brother"
you were
shocked to find I'd grown a spine
speechless to learn I have a mind
hurt to see that I love me.
I don't want to hear from you
Get the fuck out of my life.
Get the fuck out of my head.
Go home and fuck your wife.
Find someone else to be your friend instead.
I don't know who the fuck you are.
The person I used to love is dead.
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