By Jillian jill_angel_143@yahoo.com
Date: 9 August 2000
I'm Sorry....
I'm sorry...
You like me
Maybe even love me
But your not In Love with me...
You broke my heart
Once...
Twice....
And yet again.
I am so in love with you.
You'll never understand.
You say you were in love with me, isn't that enough?
My heart never broke like this,
The sound echoing in my ears
Like rain falling inside my head
Like a thousand angels crying
Like my whole world splitting.
An ear-piercing crash.
That was my heart.....
I'm sorry....
Did I not love you enough?
Or show you enough?
Or tell you enough?
I left you once.
But I came back...
I took for granted you would wait for me....
Like you said you would.
Instead you found comfort with someone else...
How can I live with that?
I'm so sorry it took me leaving to realize
Just how much I am In Love with you....
You proved that one can fall out of love
Just as easy as one can fall in love...
It's not fair to you
You should be with someone you are In Love with.
It's not fair to me
I should be with someone who is In Love with me.
True love waits.
Nothing mattered as long as you were there.
Now you are,
But not your heart,
Your soul,
Your mind.
I am completely yours.
I always have been.
I am so sorry you are not In Love with me...
I am so sorry that I am not the One....
We had so many plans...
So many dreams....
I am In Love with you so much
You'll never understand.
I'll never know how I lost your heart.
And you'll never know
How much you broke mine....
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