... with 6 days to go

Feeling a little low actually. I've put on weight recently, and while I am by no means the biggest I've been, I am at the weight that I was when my ex told me I was too fat for anyone to find attractive.

Of course I shouldn't let it, but it does effect me, especially when I want to walk off the plane in 6 days time and have him think to himself "Oh she's even more lovely than I remember".