By TaintedOne Date: 2001 Sep 12 Comment on this Work [[2001.09.12.14.41.10055]] |
I can't close my eyes at night The rush of thought that comes to me you surfing in on memories of everything from these three months when I say everything I mean washing cars crashing waves strong arms drunken glances lots more drunken glances drunken touches waking up energized your lightning struck me Words on pages dumb to me I see love I think of what I could have had I see pain I think of what I live in steeped in cut up everything of mine that was you and still the T- shirt shreds are empty all my feelings on the street somewhere run over by you and that car I know I was the first to ride in lots of firsts Going through the motions of a day Hugging kissing even feel the same spark as walking breathing nothing means a thing to me anymore except the thoughts of you those hurt those sting I smile because I have to all the good ones I wasted on you a waste of everything you are the garbage disposal of my heart-- And still I strain to hear your song. |