By Misti
Date: 2002 Jan 04
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[[2002.01.04.00.57.24502]]

I'm Never Gonna Write Another Poem 'Cause Penny Arcade Kicks My Puny Ass

great globs of love
puke on me
I suck
I cannot tell a lie
I am not a writer
I am a pretender
all of the pain has been sufficiently exorcised
all the demons put to rest
I still hate my breasts and my gut
instinctively
I still dream of old lovers
and hate myself for writing King Matthew
and Queen Velvet stories
I am a waste of bandwidth
I'm still too cowardly to put pussy
in a poem
but dick doesn't make me queasy
I'm too easy
I fall too easy
I sell too easy
I am an easy piece
even though I'm married
I am still troubled
I am still a whore/bore/candy store slobbering
penniless waif
I've written too many luv poems
they are all bloodless
I can't write any more poems until I've
kissed Angelina Jolie
for real
this is not self-pity
I want to puke myself up
and see
what
is
left