By Misti Date: 2002 Feb 18 Comment on this Work [[2002.02.18.09.21.10522]] |
yesterday was plain awful and I'll say it again yesterday was plain awful like vanilla ice cream generic vanilla ice cream not Blue Bell vanilla ice cream generic vanilla ice cream without chocolate syrup or melted caramel or crushed peanuts/M&Ms/Oreos or whipped cream I ate yesterday and got queasy it isn't easy turning 29 in Nederland, Texas and this morning I dreamed I was a desperate girl hiding in caves I kept digging digging digging covering myself with dirt I labored an elaborate labyrinth I wasn't hiding from America I was hiding from a husband who made my head bleed I was hiding from myself but it didn't work does the masochism come with the Virgo Ascendant/Moon combo like limp French fries or is Mercury in Pisces square Saturn in Gemini to blame for my wishy washy wanderlust gypsy with burning eyes bitten bottom lip insanity? inertia will never work I can only blame myself if the big three O isn't better no one has the key to purgatory no one has the syrup I'll have to put down the chart and get proactive Sonic is oblivious to this angst there's nothing worse than melted ice in a Sonic Coke and mediocre ice cream |