By Misti
Date: 2002 Jun 03
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[[2002.06.03.22.19.10093]]

June 29th

just a message from my brother on the machine
one measly message
a few seconds of his voice
and i am almost unhinged
then i turn on the radio
and i am definitely
unhinged
"daddy will be here on the 29th"
of course he will
and "Stairway to Heaven" is playing
my favorite part, the obvious charm
and I remember Mom telling me once
that daddy was a humiliation
at Uncle Greg's high school graduation
with his long stringy hair
and sandals
sandals showing his toes!!!
at a high school graduation!!!
and he loved Led Zepelin
and he dropped acid once
and saw Satan
and screamed at him from a tree
in his Fruit of the Looms
waving his King James Bible
and then there was the time
he tried to rape Mom's best friend
but back to the song
I think of Daddy listening to it
on his 8-track
and Uncle Scotty and Uncle Greg
listening to it
on theirs
and well
it's been a long time
a long, lonely time
daddy daddy daddy
i still call him by that
two-syllable Southern fried
name
he calls and says
"what do you do with yourself all day?"
well, daddy
i work at a childcare center
down the road
it's my first lead teacher job
i've always just been a teacher's aide
until now
"that's it? don't you sunbathe or go swimming?"
uh...no?
no, daddy I don't sunbathe
or swim
sometimes on a whim
i drive around without purpose
just to sing along with tapes
I've had since 1994
sometimes I walk around in a store
dazed, not sure what I need
or want

but you'll be here on the 29th
I've got a lot
of cleaning
to do.